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Toadlyturtle<p>Help Disabled Family Survive Homelessness</p><p>As of 04.11.25 18:00 ET<br>Late fees were incurred Tues-Fri we're severely Past Due</p><p>$855 Hotel Past Due<br>$800 Hotel Due 04/15<br>$200 Car Insurance Due 04/15<br>$69 Vaccination Due 04/18<br>$250 Gas &amp; Food &amp; etc - NoCam</p><p><a href="https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds/goal?g=0" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds/goal?g</span><span class="invisible">=0</span></a><br><a href="https://PayPal.me/SabiLewSounds" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">PayPal.me/SabiLewSounds</span><span class="invisible"></span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SupportDisabledArtists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SupportDisabledArtists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabledCreator" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DisabledCreator</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabilityPride" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DisabilityPride</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Poverty</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/LightWithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LightWithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MentalHealthAdvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAdvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MentalHealthAwareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAwareness</span></a></p>
SabiLewSounds<p>I wish people understood <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a> my suffering isn't simply <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/FoodScarcity" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>FoodScarcity</span></a> or <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/HousingInsecurity" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>HousingInsecurity</span></a></p><p>Those things are just exacerbating the baseline hell and loneliness I face daily just to try and find a spec of evidence that I shouldn't just fucking die</p><p>Even when I had a home and sometimes had food for 41 yrs I have been taught the universe is better without me in it</p>
Robot Diver<p>Sometimes I think back to my childhood and I'm like maybe it wasn't as bad as it could have been. And then I remember my mother trying to force me to wear my dead grandmother's underwear because she'd only worn them a few times and that wasn't even a blip of weirdness on my mum's radar and I was a horrible person because I refused and I'm like, nope, that really happened. There was much worse, but that that was considered entirely normal was definitely a marker for the rest of it.</p><p><a href="https://starlite.rodeo/tags/wtf" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>wtf</span></a> <a href="https://starlite.rodeo/tags/almostFunnyButNot" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>almostFunnyButNot</span></a> <a href="https://starlite.rodeo/tags/trauma" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>trauma</span></a> <a href="https://starlite.rodeo/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SabiLewSounds" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SabiLewSounds</span></a> is disabled Indigenous Latina multidisciplinary artist; 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun</p><p>They're fighting to survive homelessness</p><p>Late fee applied again</p><p>$795 Hotel Past Due<br>$800 Hotel Due 04/15<br>$2164 to cover All Needs</p><p><a href="https://Ko-fi.com/SabiLewSounds" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">Ko-fi.com/SabiLewSounds</span><span class="invisible"></span></a><br><a href="https://PayPal.me/SabiLewSounds" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="">PayPal.me/SabiLewSounds</span><span class="invisible"></span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/SupportDisabledArtists" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>SupportDisabledArtists</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Traumasurvivor" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Traumasurvivor</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabledCreator" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DisabledCreator</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/DisabilityPride" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>DisabilityPride</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MutualAid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MutualAid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Poverty" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Poverty</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/LightWithin" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LightWithin</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/Fempreneur" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Fempreneur</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MentalHealthAdvocate" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAdvocate</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/MentalHealthAwareness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealthAwareness</span></a></p>
Lost&Alone∞<p>I am a struggling person looking to form (or find) a serious crisis network with others focused on dealing with serious life struggles for the outcasted and discriminated of us.</p><p>Please DM me for more details if your interested, am always available and in need!</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/introduction" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>introduction</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/crisissupport" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>crisissupport</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/crisis" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>crisis</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/LookingForHelp" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LookingForHelp</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/helpme" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>helpme</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/help" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>help</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/saveme" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>saveme</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/marginalized" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>marginalized</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/marginalised" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>marginalised</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/discrimination" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>discrimination</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/isolated" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>isolated</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mutualaid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mutualaid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/abuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>abuse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/solidarity" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>solidarity</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boost</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boostswelcome" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boostswelcome</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost4reach" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boost4reach</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boostme" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boostme</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/pleaseboost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>pleaseboost</span></a></p>
Lost&Alone∞<p>I am a struggling person looking to form (or find) a serious crisis network with others focused on dealing with serious life struggles for the outcasted and discriminated of us.</p><p>Please DM me for more details if your interested, am always available and in need!</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/introduction" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>introduction</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/crisissupport" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>crisissupport</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/crisis" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>crisis</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/LookingForHelp" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LookingForHelp</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/helpme" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>helpme</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/help" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>help</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/saveme" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>saveme</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/marginalized" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>marginalized</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/marginalised" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>marginalised</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/discrimination" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>discrimination</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/isolated" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>isolated</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mutualaid" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mutualaid</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/abuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>abuse</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/solidarity" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>solidarity</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boost</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boostswelcome" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boostswelcome</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boost4reach" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boost4reach</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/boostme" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>boostme</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/pleaseboost" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>pleaseboost</span></a></p>
Mx. Luna Corbden<p>Essentially that's what my <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/AbuseCulture" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>AbuseCulture</span></a> model does. It addresses those beliefs, not just within an individual survivor, but for all of us, in how we help abusers with our language, beliefs, preferences, in who we choose to defend, in our moral systems, in our laws and biases.</p><p>I've taken what I've learned from my own abuse recovery and therapy of many years, my studies on psychology and trauma, but most importantly, from learning about cults, high-demand groups, coercive persuasion, and religious trauma recovery, and merged those into a unified theory.</p><p>There really isn't much difference between domestic abuse and cult membership.</p><p>And cult recovery involves deconstructing those beliefs, making yourself aware of them so that you can consciously choose which to keep and which to throw away.</p><p>I've been out of Mormonism for 24 years, and I still find beliefs I have not been aware of this whole time. I've been away from my worst abuser for almost a decade, and still find beliefs he instilled in me that I have not yet examined.</p><p>The undue influence techniques used by cults are almost identical to those used by abusers and manipulators. These techniques are used at the societal and political levels as well, and can also demonstrate how racism, sexism, etc all work.</p><p>I can't tell you specifically which beliefs you have in you, but I can show you the purposes they serve... there will be beliefs about who you can and cannot trust, what you should be afraid of, what punishments await you for misbehaving, and a couple dozen others. Knowing that framework can guide you through discovering your own induced phobias, milieu control, and thought-terminating clichés.</p><p>(Brief plug for my book, Recovering Agency, which outlines 31 manipulation techniques in context of Mormonism, but that can be applied elsewhere.)</p><p><a href="https://defcon.social/tags/ReligiousTrauma" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ReligiousTrauma</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/Abuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Abuse</span></a><br><a href="https://defcon.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/cults" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cults</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/MindControl" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MindControl</span></a></p>
Mx. Luna Corbden<p>There's an aspect of <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a> I don't see much discussed or even studied, but you can bet that whoever is causing the CPTSD thinks of it this way, either with conscious awareness or not:</p><p>Behavior modification.</p><p>That's what really separates PTSD, say from a random act of violence, from complex PTSD that affects almost every area of one's life.</p><p>CPTSD is a result of a behavior modification program. An abuser or abusive system conditioned you to believe and behave a certain way, often many sets of behaviors across most areas of your life. That's what makes something a cult or a high-demand group. That's what makes for a domestic abuse situation – it's in the things they force you to do.</p><p>The recovery focus tends to be on the trauma itself -- ok we're in sympathetic nervous state, let's unpack triggers, get coping skills, EMDR, meditation, calm you down. Fine.</p><p>But rarely (outside of cult exit counseling) have I seen much focus on the BELIEFS an abuser or system has instilled in us. Beliefs that modify behavior. That sense that if I touch a hot stove I'll be burned, but it's not a stove, it's normal everyday things that I can't avoid and I'm wandering an inescapable maze of pain-points.</p><p>Address the beliefs themselves.</p><p>It's a major gap in how PTSD is treated in our culture. EVEN the helping professional community is so bogged down in these abuse culture assumptions (that trauma is "in the past," that the abusers are no longer present, that it's just a nervous system thing, just process the trauma events) that they often ignore the set of interlocking ever-present beliefs, and they ignore the very aspects of society we're just supposed to tolerate (bad workplaces, chronic stress, toxic religious beliefs).</p><p>What did my abuser make me *believe* about myself? What did my toxic religion make me believe about the world? How do I view reality through an abuser-provided lens?</p><p><a href="https://defcon.social/tags/ReligiousTrauma" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ReligiousTrauma</span></a><br><a href="https://defcon.social/tags/fascism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>fascism</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/antifa" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>antifa</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/Abuse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Abuse</span></a><br><a href="https://defcon.social/tags/exmo" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>exmo</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/exmormon" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>exmormon</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://defcon.social/tags/AbuseCulture" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>AbuseCulture</span></a></p>
Toadlyturtle<p><a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23SabiLewSounds" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#SabiLewSounds</a> is disabled 24/7 caretaker for elderly mom &amp; ESA bun $767 Hotel Due Today $1336 All Needs <a href="https://PayPal.me/SabiLewSounds" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">PayPal.me/SabiLewSounds</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23LightWithin" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#LightWithin</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Fempreneur" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#Fempreneur</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23MentalHealthAdvocate" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#MentalHealthAdvocate</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23MutualAid" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#MutualAid</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23DisabledArtist" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#DisabledArtist</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23TraumaSurvivor" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#TraumaSurvivor</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23cPTSD" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#cPTSD</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23LatinaMusician" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#LatinaMusician</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23SupportDisabledArtists" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#SupportDisabledArtists</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23Poverty" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#Poverty</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://bsky.app/search?q=%23MutualAidRequest" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#MutualAidRequest</a></p>
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ABY BUT IN ALLCAPS<p>Me: <br>I'm going to run out and pick up some groceries, and run some errands, maybe I'll take the dogs for a walk when I get back.. I'll change my sheets and put another load of washing on, and then I have a bit of uni work to do as well..</p><p>Also me: <br>hmm. no.</p><p><a href="https://aus.social/tags/audhd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>audhd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/autism" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>autism</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/adhd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>adhd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/disability" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>disability</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/neurodiverse" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>neurodiverse</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/MentalHealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MentalHealth</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/Anxiety" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Anxiety</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/MentalIllness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>MentalIllness</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/ocd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ocd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/agoraphobia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>agoraphobia</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/fibromyalgia" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>fibromyalgia</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/ChronicPain" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ChronicPain</span></a> <a href="https://aus.social/tags/ChronicIllness" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ChronicIllness</span></a></p>
Pony Lark<p>Is it a thing in <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/cptsd" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>cptsd</span></a> recovery to relive different stages of your life for days at a time?</p><p>I've processed a lot of early childhood stuff the past couple months, but for the past week I've felt like I did much of the time age 10-14: numb, depressed, listless. It's like my brain doesn't know any other way to exit childhood. </p><p>Actually, I think it's a side of me that was dominant in those years and is coming out again, for whatever reason. 🤷‍♂️</p><p><a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/mentalhealth" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>mentalhealth</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/trauma" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>trauma</span></a> <a href="https://mstdn.party/tags/ifs" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>ifs</span></a></p>
Green Roc Thoughts<p>I'm having more thoughts about the possibility of PTSD being incurable.</p><p>I dont know anyone who has been cured of PTSD.</p><p>Is it curable?</p><p>Or am I doomed to forever have these unlikable/inappropriate reflexes.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a></p>
Green Roc Thoughts<p>one of my roommates has informed me that I woke up screaming the other night.</p><p>I have no memory of that.<br>I do believe them.</p><p>It's happened before, woke me up too. I guess I'm still screaming in my sleep.</p><p><a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/PTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>PTSD</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.social/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a></p>
jan :NS: :gay: :cat2: <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/introduction" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#introduction</a><br><br>hi. i'm the maintainer of <a href="http://2ezelf.net" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">2ezelf.net</a><br><br>if you know me from previous instances, no you don't<br><br>you can call me jan or alexander, doesnt matter which<br><br>he/him (or your language's equivalent), located in netherlands 🇳🇱 met een migratieachtergrond <br><br>i do amateur webmastery with static sites, and mostly focus on digital artwork (both 2d and 3d) but i am not a professional<br><br>i collect plushies and hardware, which i have plenty, old and new :3 my fave is a steam deck which i use to play games on<br><br>huge nintendo fan but played plenty of non-ninty IPs as well<br><br>i'm queer, an otherkin+furry and a disabled guy :D follow me if we have things in common and if you wanna stay up to date with my hyperfixations<br><br>also treat this as another post to boost to improve federation or to ask me anything<br><br><a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/nintendo" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#nintendo</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/videogames" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#videoGames</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/digitalart" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#digitalArt</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/furry" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#furry</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/otherkin" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#otherkin</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/indieweb" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#indieWeb</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/actuallyautistic" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#actuallyAutistic</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/cptsd" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#cptsd</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/madpride" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#madPride</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/vocaloid" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#vocaloid</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/plush" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#plush</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/queer" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#queer</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/transmasc" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#transmasc</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/gay" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#gay</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/objectum" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#objectum</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/disabled" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#disabled</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://delen.2ezelf.net/tag/pokemon" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#pokemon</a>
Jeronimo Barraco-Marmol<p>🔴 <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/LifeDev" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LifeDev</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/LiveCoding" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>LiveCoding</span></a> 410: My dream game on <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/CPTSD" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>CPTSD</span></a><br><a href="https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6cxm78KkTrU" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" translate="no" target="_blank"><span class="invisible">https://</span><span class="ellipsis">m.youtube.com/watch?v=6cxm78Kk</span><span class="invisible">TrU</span></a></p><p><a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/IndieDev" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>IndieDev</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/GameDev" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>GameDev</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/UnrealEngine" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>UnrealEngine</span></a> <a href="https://mastodon.gamedev.place/tags/Linux" class="mention hashtag" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#<span>Linux</span></a></p>