@Believer48 I read a couple of your posts and you sound like you’re going through something I did. Please remember that you are the most important person to yourself. You will always have you. Take care of and prioritize your needs. (My therapist would smack me if she knew I was giving you her advice that I don’t always take. :)) I know it’s hard. We aren’t raised to do that. I hope you can find support from@someone around you.