Some #autistic #ImposterSyndrome days when I'm just mentally, physically, sensorially exhausted - exhausted in every way, like this - I wonder to myself if I'm really just out of shape. Like, have I wussed out in my tolerance of a little fatigue, a little soreness, a little being out of my comfort zone, to the point of atrophy?
As in: "Have I just been lazy, and indulgence in the laziness has begotten more fatigue with any minimal effort?"
And then I remember a few days ago, when, coming home wiped out because I was out a few hours in heat over 75°F, my hands had visible tremors.